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Name: Jessica
Location: Los Angeles, California, United States
Birthday: 6/26/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: Jesus, anime, manga, Christian Worship/Rock, Singing, and talking on the phone. Praise the Lord =]
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Member Since:
8/14/2004
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| i wish i had the courage to say...
"every word you say is like a nail being plunged into my heart"
and yet i let you continue.
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| return to old xanga :]
none of my usual subscribers came to my new xanga soo... yeah hopefully i can catch up with some of my penpals yes? yes? :]
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| mission conference 05'
it was awesomeness, God really was working through many people. I met the cool crew of FEC -Diamond Bar ( you guys rock =D) Made some new friends
(^-^), and found some old ones(....) Now if you missed one one out of three days, two out of three days, OR EVEN (please NO) three out of three days you really missed out =p
school
My grades are punctual I'll just say no letter grades are c. I don't really give a blah to my grades anymore. I'll do what I need to but I wont worry myself of a bunch of nothingness. I was thinking alot today like if I hadn't joined CYF or Aztec SIngers who would I hang out with at lunch and what would I be doing, big downer. This sunday AS(aztec singers) will be preforming. Dancing top Jet - Are You Going to be My Girl, and Singing I Believe My Heart from Woman In White.
today was the 5th broken promise. yeah.. promises get broken once in awhile but when I mention them, those are the big ones.
why is it so hard for me to tell someone whats going on? I feel like saying I have no one when I do have that choice, and that is where its for me to step up...
I have a question is it selfsih for me to say I want to cry? To say I want to weep bitterly and fall to my knees? Probably is, so this is probably the last time i'll admit it here. Lets go write a poem. *walks away.
- one foolish soul
bye
 >>For Jenn<< =]
>>>>>... new xanga <<<<< | | |
| xx no layout =O
sorrie to all my friends on xangaa I just don't feel like making anything right now. I tried but I am getting frustrated (too picky) I just feel like being a simple layout right now =\ much love tho. I am using one of my early day banners when I knew nothing about css and html and etc. I just resized the banner 75% xD I think this layout looks pretty good simple. =)
I will try to update more but I never want to tell the whole story when I am updating. All my weblogs are incoomplete (dont wanna make a fuss) My website.. I just don't have the patientince to go all crazy because that passiion is gone, plus its hard for me to take criticism constructivly.
lets see...
last nights mission conference was really good. I am glad I went, it really how you say tore down some walls in myself and gave me an insight on the people in China, but not only China but the people around me (that goes on to a different story)
At school our CYF (christian youth fellowship) has been watching invisiable children. A video on what is not seen in Africa and what we don't see in America. There were these group ofboy who lived under a building and at one point of the video when talking about his abducted brother he started to break down and cry, the camraman just patted him and said its okay. That made me think back and remember what Ben quoted on Anthony : " how do you tell someone its okay when they have lost everything and you still have something." <<thats something for some of you to review and think about
right now I think, I think too much to myself >-<;; it's been awhile since I ______ to _______ and I ____ it alot, but it is ____ to be ____ physically when I have God __________ you can say that.
- one of the most selfish people in the world.
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